06/14/25: Blog posts aren't my forte. Too much to say, not enough room. When I try, it spirals wildly out of scope. But I want to note the six month gap in posting, and I suppose this does the job well enough.
I removed "website under construction" from the front page. It doesn't make this any less a work in progress, just reframes it. If I step away, never update the site again... that doesn't make it less complete.
I started this project with... fuzzy intentions. There wasn't a plan beyond preserving that moment in amber - snippets of writing, my hopes for the future, a long ramble about social media (if that sounds unbearable, it has happily been deleted) - thrown online just in time to be scraped. Or read, if I'm lucky.
Intentionality, motivation, words, all in short supply, and I have to wonder if this is something I'll learn to live with, or if this consuming desire to create will gnaw at me until I'm dead.
I write for a future audience. I write for myself.
"It seems to me that we generally do not have a correct measure of our own wisdom."
- R.K. Narayan